How will I ever get out of this labyrinth?

Straight & Fast.
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I hate this. I hate this. I hate this.

I need to get the fuck out of here.
I hate this.
I hate her.
I hate him.
I hate everything.
I need out.
I need to get out.

If you love deeply, you’re going to get hurt badly. But it’s still worth it.
— C.S. Lewis

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I miss the days when I could slice my wrist open without worrying about anyone noticing. No one ever paid any attention…and even if they did, I was constantly wearing bracelets and wristbands to cover the scars. 
I miss the days when I could slice my wrist open.

I should really be asleep by now…
After all, I have work in the morning. But there’s something in my mind that won’t quite allow me to settle down for the night. I have felt very off, these past couple of days.

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Stay With Me (Sam Smith cover)

Stay WIth Me —Florence & The Machine (Sam Smith cover)

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I’m trying so hard not to resort to cutting…

I always have rubber bands on my arm. When I feel myself getting upset, a few snaps is all it really takes for my mind to refocus. It’s making me question why I ever stopped using the rubber band method. I know it’s not perfect…it’s still self injury in a way, but it helps so much. It gives me something to focus on. It takes my mind away from the issue. It helps.

I would like to go back to sleep.

…I would also like to never wake up again.

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