No one ever needs or deserves to be degraded, and I can promise you that I most certainly do not “ache” for it.
What makes me sad about you sending me these messages is that you’re probably someone who I know in real life, and maybe even consider to be a friend…
And if you really believe me to be as horrible as you make it sound in your messages, then maybe you should come off of anonymous so that we can talk this out like proper adults.
What exactly are you gaining from sending me cruel messages like this? What good is this doing for the world?
I can only assume that you are lashing out like this as a way to make yourself feel better, but please remember that no matter what issue you’re facing, tearing someone else down won’t fix it.
If you need someone to talk to, please let me know. I will talk to you and try to help you to find better ways to deal with your anger and your pain. Just please don’t take it out on me or anyone else again. I am emotionally stable enough at this point in time that messages like these don’t have too great of an impact on me; however, not everyone is, and if you sent this to a person who was having a really difficult day, you could make things even worse.
It might be wise for you to consider being more mindful about the words that you’re putting out into the world…after all, you can’t take them back.
I never asked you to feel anything at all about me…
Wanna be disgusted by me? Fine. That’s your right.
I’m not here to try to impress you, and quite frankly, I don’t care what you think of me.
Are you a doctor? Because if you aren’t, then you sure as hell shouldn’t be assigning me (or anyone else for that matter) a diagnosis of any kind at all.
Furthermore, you don’t need to feel bad for me. I don’t need your pity.